just two cents of my life

Assalamualaikum wbt to anyone who sees my blog.

First of all, i want to clarify that i never had an intention in writing blog but had to since this is one of my assessments for Usrah Budi 2. Hahahaha obviously lol. 😂
So, we have been asked to write what we have presented earlier in the class. Yeah for sure its not a heavy topic, only share a little bit moments of our lives. I dont think I really have something special or extraordinary to tell you about. Of course every people got their own memories to be remembered throughout their lives. So do I. At this moment too I have some special things playing in my mind. During my presentation, I didnt have so many time to express all the things I had in my mind and because of my anxiety too. Lol everytime I present... 😆😆
So, basically I dont know how to categorize myself. But simply said, Im quite an athletic person (really???) 😛. I love outdoor activities so much (and I gained weights too since my enrollment in cfs 😑). But yeahhh you know right you wouldnt have time to spend since so many workload like assignments, submissions, presentations and all (looks like will never end). So sick of those things but yeah Im just starting my first year soon to be second year senior. 😀
So basically when I was in primary school, I used to receive an athletic awards and that was one of my precious memories till now. That is one of the reasons why I am being love by the teachers up till now even. Yeah because I represented the school right, so they have to love me hahahahha. However, when I got into my secondary school, I failed to join any of the sports in my school. I tried hard to join the netball team since form 1 until form 4. I tried all my best when it comes to cross-country. I tried hard to represent my class for any sports event. But all of that seems nothing cause I failed to be an athlete in my school. I did think to stop joining any sport since I had injured my left leg when I was in standard 6. And the injury never recover until now because I took my decision to run away from doctors and hospital. 😄 Since i restrain myself from joining any sport activity, I started to be active for uniform bodies. I choose Kadet Remaja Sekolah and then moved to Kadet Bomba. Since then I love marching so much. I dont care whether I get tan or what as long as I can march with my squad. Tan is cool, man. Black is beautiful, man. 😎
The first thing I wanna do when I got enrolled in cfs (Centre for Foundation Studies), I want to join ROTU Army (PALAPES) but unfortunately it is not available in cfs. So I wait till I pursue my degree in main campus. Once again, I got so much frustrated when I knew I am disqualified. I never went to any fitness tests or what so ever. I just heard from my friends that, to join PALAPES there are some limit height and weight. I pass for the weight test but not for height. I dont want any other uniform bodies, I just want my favourite ROTU Army only 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭  So saddddd 😞 Height is not the only problem, plus my health problem which retrain me to join any extreme activities. Please dont think it was asthma. No, I never had any breathing issue. Yeah I went into so many troubles so I got so many injuries in my life. Ahahahahahha. Then only this sem I have courage to apply for archery class and know what, I pass guyss 😍. I just got archery class to replace my earlier frustration. Since me myself volunteers to join the archers team, I promise to myself that I want to be the best archer I can. And not so long after that, I got another injury on my left hand due to tag archery competition (but i manage to be the champion 😝). It still hurt even until today. And it has been a month now. Okayy done for the first part. Yeahhh guys, I have two parts to share.
The second part is I am not so into any volunteer activity. I am less socialize compared to my friends. No I am not an introvert guys. Believe me Im not. I can talk to someone from morning to the next morning. I am talkative person. So many words I express every day. Nevertheless I take time when it came to adapt. Its so difficult to adapt to any new environment. Thats why I dont like move here and there. I am the kind who likes to stick to the same things. But I am not that boring to stick only to my daily routine, its just that hard when it comes to deal with person. I easily got nervous everytime presentation. Everyone feels the same. I can never talk before presentation. I have to control my mood so that I can present without stuttering here and there. And when it comes to forming a group with boys, I get isolated. I mean I am the one who isolates them. Hahahahahah. Hello guys I came from girls school. Thats why I said earlier I hardly adapt to any new environment. Since I take laws so I have to be more socialize. Thats why I promise to myself that I want to involve more into volunteerism. I dont really remember when is my first volunteerism. I only manage to remember from last sem's activity. For Usrah Budi 1, we have to organize a charity event. And for my section, they came to an idea to hold an event at old folks house. So we went there and its gave me a real goosebumps. You know when you start chatting then they start sharing their lives stories and experiences. So many knowledges and lessons I got from there. But there is one old lady who I remembere the most. Her age is nearly 90 and she still strong enough to perform sunat prayer, recite alquran, zikir etc. She always hold a tasbih with her. And the night before we came to the house, she was dying but turned out to be healthy again the next morning. Thats really an inspiration to all of us. Then for this sem, I manage to join 2 volunteer activities. The first one is Konvensyen Ketamadunan Dunia (KKD). And the second is IIUM Sports Carnival. For KKD, I was appointed to be in the logistic and stage manager team. It was so hard since it was my first time to be stage manager. And I will never forget when a couple of birds did their sh*t on my new scarf while waiting for the vvips. Lol 😂 And I had no idea that was a big event. Fuhhhhh although I got soooo busy throught the day and everything went messed up at the back stage but alhamdulillah, even though it didnt work well but its considered okay for first timer. For ISC, I joined judge team for running only.
Okay now, I will come to my conclusion. All in all, I will try harder in the near future to be the best archer and improve my social skills. Also I hope I can benefit my archery class to be applied in my studies. Thats all. Fuhhhh see guys I am a talkative person.
Last but not least, I want to seek apology to my Usrah Budi's naqibah. I am sorry for the late memorization assessment which might disturb your time a little bit but me also couldnt do anything since I have some matters to be done. And I want to thank you for being such an awesome, cool and supporting naqibah. Better not to mention your name here... hehehehehe 😁 Okay, okay last thing I seek for you, full mark for me please. Hahhahahahha.
P/s: I will delete this post later. Thanks for reading this until the end. May Allah bless all of us throughout our lives. May success will always with us. and do forgive me for any grammar mistake. I am pure Malaysian who utters in loghat utagha. Peace ✌